No Half-Nekkid Thursday today.  I just don’t feel like it.  This is why:

• I’m depressed.  I’ve been depressed for a while now.
• It’s a lot worse than I let on.
• I’m not real happy with myself right now, and that’s putting it mildly.
• What I’m dealing with I have had to deal with alone.
• I’ve done a very stupid, idiotic thing.
• I’m not saying what it was, but yes, I knew better.
• Lately, it seems that every day I wake up, it’s worse than the day before.
• Sometimes I wonder if I’m going to make it.
• I just realized that yesterday was the birthday of a deceased friend.

Since I don’t feel very good about myself on the inside, it’s difficult to feel good about myself on the outside right now.  All I can say is the outside definitely looks better than the inside.

Hopefully I’ll be back next week.

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