Why I’m Not Doing Half-Nekkid Thursday Today…
No Half-Nekkid Thursday today. I just don’t feel like it. This is why:
- I’m depressed. I’ve been depressed for a while now.
- It’s a lot worse than I let on.
- I’m not real happy with myself right now, and that’s putting it mildly.
- What I’m dealing with I have had to deal with alone.
- I’ve done a very stupid, idiotic thing.
- I’m not saying what it was, but yes, I knew better.
- Lately, it seems that every day I wake up, it’s worse than the day before.
- Sometimes I wonder if I’m going to make it.
- I just realized that yesterday was the birthday of a deceased friend.
Since I don’t feel very good about myself on the inside, it’s difficult to feel good about myself on the outside right now. All I can say is the outside definitely looks better than the inside.
Hopefully I’ll be back next week.
Talk to the Cat
Comment by KatieFeldmom
# February 9, 2006,
You poor thing!
I hope things get better soon.
Take care of yourself.
Comment by Sis B
# February 9, 2006,
i hope you found something you needed at my blog today. i’m glad you came by. my moods are pretty eratic lately, so i’m glad you saw the good one. :) hope you have a better day, and definitely find a way to shake off that depression. it’s seriously bad stuff. if you would like to chat or anything, gimme a holler.
Comment by Wenchy
# February 9, 2006,
hope yr weekend is better
Comment by Moosekahl
# February 9, 2006,
Take care of you!
Comment by Catgirl
# February 13, 2006,
Thank you all for your comments. Just been a difficult week/month/year so far, I guess. Hopefully things will improve soon. :yinyang: